Thursday, April 17, 2008
Today do OT for work in the office. Knew that my precious Dear thirsty, went to fill water bottle for him. Hahah~ his bottle is red like a flower vase. Start to understand him now. He gt headache in the office during all the TL meeting, so I just gt up and went to my locker to take panadol for him to eat. After that, ensure that he felt better then I not so worried about him. I know he want my attention and care in the office. But, I doing work and still worry for my SIT. Feeling disappointed that it is still abending, and somehow helplessly waiting for it to be patch by higher level TL. Sitting there just dazed in front of the computer simply staring at my beautiful wallpaper. And I feel bad that Amy argue with kamali for my SIT. They are checking my print screenshots whether I had entered wrong data that caused step 4 to stop. That's what I think, but I have correctly enter all the data and did my best to present my work neat and nice. Cos I have high expectation in my work, do not like shaddy work. Eat wantoo mee at my hse coffee shop and drank grape soft drinks. We did the quiz book together and some are quite true for me and him..Hahah! Fun! We sat at my hse exercise area to chat, his head was on my shoulder. Felt so close to each other. Dear taught me many life experiences, how to be a "ren". Many times, my words hurt others indirectly. That's he make me realize and I trying to learn to talk nice. Poor dear dear gt rashes, feet gt enzema, mouth gt oucer. See him so xin ku with me, I heart pain. It is like he is better when he no need so tired to pei me everyday. Dear dear kana scoldings from his mum and nagging session.
I really want him to be himself and don't suit my lifestyle.
Just sad now, after thinking about the first time we had argument in office.
haix
Feel contented that my dear sms me and treat me good.
+sms me sweet words every nite
+buy tibits for me
+buy drinks for me every morning
+msn me in the office
+cheer me up when I m sad
+Hug me closer when I m scared
+don mind me fat
+wait for me to slp ytd
+help me carry my bag
+buy new purse for me (colorful)
+buy food for me everyday
Happy that my dear is safe.
+fill water bottle him after 6pm
+gave him panadol
+hug him in train
+accompany him to doc
My dear loves me a lot..now i realize...
+treasure my dear always+
truely loves him...muacks!
{LOVE YOU FOREVER(: } {7:30 AM}
