Friday, June 6, 2008
Due to lack of hibernation last weekends, exhuastion overwhelmed me. Many things happened this week and both of us gone through some issue about different working style. I had to admit that sometimes got to handle work, studies, relationship, health matters left me little time to be a thoughtful gf. My Dear reminded me and pointed out my mistakes, told me how he felt these few days. I tend to neglect him, his feelings, etc. We had a small argument yesterday. After umpteen of communications, exchanging our views, trying to figure out what's wrong or what was the "issue" that has arise between us. Sorting out my thoughts soon after he sms me a snap of his apologetic face. He knows me well I guess, unreasonable gf at times. His action touched me showing me care and shower me with infinite love & concern. All this while, he has been tolerating my wilful, hurtful words, etc. Thinking of it, actually I am a lousy gf compared to others? I made a reflection of my action and bad points of myself, came up with something that I want to make a difference in this relationship. Trying my best to improve myself to be a better gf. This phrases, "forgive & forget", "give & take" inspire me and make me realize one thing. In a relationship, both parties have to put in effort to help each other, listen & reflect, that makes our bond to be stronger.
Just had a movie with my Dear, did not realize that our last movie was many few weeks ago. I wanted to watch Kungfu Panda but there were not many choices for seats as all the seats had been taken up selling at fast rate. So, my precious Dear suggest to watch Sex in the City, bought 2 tickets, got a couple seat. We ordered Fish & Chips for our dinner, ice lemon tea for drinks. That's my first time to have a dinner in a movie with my precious Dear. It was dark, could not see my crispy Fish, so end up using a spoon to cut & hold the half piece and bite it. My precious Dear offered to feed me, so sweet & caring of him. My Mr. Nice bf!!!
It was a meaningful, fabulous movie. My precious Dear always know how to chose such an amazing movie to watch. As for me, I am not really good at choosing a movie though. Thinking about the movie, 4 different types of ladies who has individual fate & love stories. My precious Dear reveal me as the lawyer lady who had a kid, got upset in life, grumbled everyday. After accepting her friend advice, they went to consult a marriage consultant to help them in their marriage or rather to save this marriage. The phrase "forgive & forget" do applied in this scenario. This phrase untie knots in couples.
Tomorrow can meet my precious Dear. He accompanying me to the clinic for my skin checkup. So caring of him. Of course, I wish to be with him every minute, that will be another new phase in my life. Now still at beginning stage of relationship.
= ) love my precious Dear forever!!
Miss him too.
See you in lala land.
{LOVE YOU FOREVER(: } {8:42 AM}