Monday, July 19, 2010
It has been 4 days since you have told me that we cannot be together le.... I still could not accept that you have decided to end our relationship of 2 years and 4 months so abruptly. You said that we could still be frens, but I feel like you wanted me out of your life. You seem determined to end our relationship, removing status and all our photos. You wanted to forget all our memories. Is it so easy to just let go of everything juz like tat? I cant bear to let go. The more I try to let go, The more I think of you.
We have not had a heart-to-heart talk since then we say out all our thoughts and feelings. Throughout these 2 years, we had a lot of ups and downs, and I cherish these moments. As seen in your earlier entries, you have wrote about wat love is all abt. Couples are bound to have unhappiness, disputes and arguments. However, if our hearts beats together, holding hands together, we can solve all problems.
I understand you are tired of all the sadness and unhappy stuff, so I will not force you any longer. All I ask for is for us to be as chatty as last time, being able to share all our thoughts and feelings with each other. Maybe this time as good frens as least.
If we are fated to be together, I believe one day we will be together again.
As long as my heart is with you, I will always be there for you even if we are not a couple.
Thanks for all the love and care you have shown me for the past 2 years and 4 months!!
{LOVE YOU FOREVER(: } {6:48 PM}